The Next Coming to Terms

I have always been a dabbler - before I was out of elementary school, I'd tried karate, trumpet, chorus, sign language, drawing classes, a failed physical activity here or there, petsitting and more.

So I wonder if this attempt to respect dabbling in my almost-40s has its roots in something fundamental?

Things I want to do:

Honor my family, and their needs, more.

Same for friends.

Write - but whether that's the football star, the reluctant son, the lost girl or someone else, who knows?

Remember what I love - popular arts and entertainment - and find myself a venue.

Be inspired - books, movies

So is that dabbling rather than committing? I don't know? Maybe - just maybe - it's simply LIVING life.